The things we fear the most always help us to achieve that we aim to.So remember the things u fear will end up being good for u.I don't know what I will be doing 10 years frm now but yeah if that time I'll read this post I will remember myself writing it 10yrs back in time....When asked why do I carry my camera everywhere I simply replied that its just tht I dnt wnt to miss a chance to capture a masterpiece...bcoz the time from when I started photography ive learnt one thing tht no gear can make u a good photographer...the gear tht is a must is a pair of eyes tht has the vision and a brain to have an imagination far beyond someone's expectation :D